Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Pats, my alcoholic brother,

was here for 4 short days.

We both cried when he left.

I miss my family terribly.

Even slugger.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Sana. Pero hindi.

My Life in Bullets

- Since I've last blogged, I've been on an emotional roller coaster that, thankfully, has had more ups than downs. The biggest cause of "wooooo hooooooo" of course was the long-awaited chums visit that turned out to be one of the funnest chumsperiences ever.

- The funniest moment from this trip for me involves a very sober gigi parading around the room half naked in front of everybody. I wish I had her confidence sometimes.

- My favorite memory is saturday happy hour at nigi nigi with all my chums present and happy and very very drunk.

- Despite popular opinion, I enjoy tracy just as much as I do adi.

- Gigi has officially moved in. She just got the sweetest deal and although i'm a teeny bit envious, I am oh so happy for her. I cant wait to see her in action. I plan to shadow her on my next dayoff and eat much and much for free.

- Pats is coming! wooo hooo!!! i'm so excited to have family around you have no idea. And he's bringing all the heroes eps that I've missed.

- I moved out of gigi's place today. Figured she needs to experience the island by herself for a while. So i'm going back to my crappy little room which i sorta kinda miss. I'm just scared that the heat will kill me since I've been sleeping with airconditioning for the past ten days. Bahala na. At least I can keep the volume of the tv on audible levels again.

- I've been restless at work again. I dont like the fact that I seem to have become the kind of person who's never happy with what they have. This is so anti-ets. But I think a big part of this journey to self discovery that I'm on is learning to take chances and do whats best for me despite who gets affected. I mean, ika nga ni tracy, madami na akong pinalungkot sa pagpunta ko dito eh ngayon pa ba ako prepreno (or something to that effect.)

- Okay, there was just this litlle korean man who passed by with the funniest looking hat. hay... koreans. God bless them talaga.

- I love monica. I realized last night that she is my bowl of soup in this island.

- For the first time since I got here, I missed manila today. I miss being able to ride in cars and just watch people hurry off like rats to be somewhere else. Kanina I imagined I was in a cab in shaw boulevard (bakit diba? hindi ko rin alam) waiting for the red light to turn green. I miss tall buildings and malls and supermarkets. I miss the mrt and kfc and movies.

- Wise people do stupid things. That's just how it is. Hows that na?

- I miss my mommie soooo much. I want to go home to hug her miski one second lang and then I can come back here again na.